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Laura or Wild :3
20 December 2012 @ 10:39 pm
Ehh, it's finally the end of the semester. I'm so tired and wiped out, and I still have that anxious feeling like I need to get something done.

And actually, I do. I still have to complete my law school apps.

But I guess I'm happy that I get a month off. :)
 
 
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Laura or Wild :3
09 December 2012 @ 11:05 pm
I really wish I knew of a service/person that could look over my personal statement for law school. I am *so* nervous about submitting it, and all the places I have seen cost money. D: I'd like maybe a friend to look over it, though...I am kinda embarrassed by the content, as it is quite personal, haha.

Still, my apps are due pretty soon, and I am getting worried. D: If anyone has any advice, I'd love to hear it!
 
 
Current Mood: nervousnervous
 
 
Laura or Wild :3
08 November 2012 @ 11:28 pm
I've been feeling much happier recently. Yes, I have been stressed due to the vast amounts of schoolwork and studying, but I feel like an oppressive shadow has been lifted from me. I'm sure this has to do with getting treatment for my vitamin D deficiency (it causes depression, among other things). But I can't express how...different I feel. I enjoy playing games again. I feel passion when I write. I feel happier about myself, including my feelings, my self-image, my body, and my life.

I can't remember the last time I posted a completely positive post anywhere. It feels liberating!
 
 
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Laura or Wild :3
01 November 2012 @ 02:47 pm
Ughhh.
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On top of all of this, I still have other classes with regular homework (i.e., reading 30 pages per class), plus other projects and essays that I have to worry about. Not to mention the LSAT to study for. So it's a little worrying that this group can't get its ass in gear.
 
 
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Laura or Wild :3
13 October 2012 @ 12:44 pm
Most of my journal entries have been private lately. O:

But I do want to say that I've been feeling much happier lately. :) Went to the doctor and it turns out I have Vitamin D deficiency (and I suspect I've had it for quite some time; probably at least six years). So I am on a supplement and have been feeling much better (though my knees have been in some pain since taking it).

I've been studying like hell for the LSAT, which I take in December. I am nervous about it and about taking it so late. I know that a lot of schools that I really want to attend (such as Berkeley) probably won't accept me because I will be turning in the application so late. I'm hoping I get accepted to at least UC Hastings or Santa Clara Univ. The last practice test I took I scored a 157, but that was without studying and I've been studying like hell since then. I expect to get a 162 at least, but I really want to get into the 90th percentile (haha wishful thinking).

I'm also nervous about actually attending law school. It seems really difficult. :/ But yesterday I was attending an info meeting for UC Hastings and I saw some students doing a mock trial and it made me kinda exciting about attending law school. I just hope that everyone in whatever program I choose aren't... total tools I guess, haha.

My computer that I had been gaming on broke down a couple of months ago, so I've been unable to play any single or multiplayer games except very rarely my brother will let me play Total War games on his computer. It's been good for my studying (I'm not tempted to play at all lol), but I really miss video games. D: My mother promised that as a gift for both Christmas and my birthday that she'll give me a computer, so I am excited about it! I do wish I could build my own computer at this point because I am sure it would be much cheaper.

Uhhh. I don't know if anyone that I know only online still reads this stuff, but in case you didn't hear: I moved from Georgia to Florida for a year (for university), then I quit the school and transferred to a university in Georgia for a semester. Then after that my mom got a job in the San Francisco Bay Area and I was like "fuck Georgia, I'm outta here", and so I now live just outside San Francisco. :) It was an amazing move and I really don't regret this decision. Since moving here I have enjoyed my life a lot more. :D

I promise to update more often! :D Since being on the Vitamin D, I have been itching to write more!
 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
 
 
Laura or Wild :3
03 October 2010 @ 11:07 pm
I really, really love movies.

Mostly movies from my early childhood or before. Ghostbusters, Don Bluth crap, Disney, etc.

I WANT MOVIES TO BE LIKE THAT AGAIN. :<

So someone out there needs to link me to a good movie or make one themselves. GET TO IT.
 
 
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Current Music: Roll Back the Rock (To the Dawn of Time)
 
 
Laura or Wild :3
22 July 2010 @ 12:52 pm
IDEK  
I felt like posting. I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY.

School starts up again soon. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

That's it. The end. GET OUT OF HERE.
 
 
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Laura or Wild :3
25 April 2010 @ 07:22 pm
Decided to do this again because I really don't want to study. 8D

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Laura or Wild :3
18 February 2010 @ 12:32 am
To contrast the sad and stupid posts that I have been posting recently, I am going to post when I am happy. :D

So last weekend I went home and although there was a lot of drama, we got to look at houses and I got to relax for a while. I fell in love with one home and today we got approved for it. :3 I am incredibly excited about moving and cannot wait to leave my old home and Stetson's dorm for a new place. :D

I also dropped my Honors II course, which was a great source of stress for me. Fuck that class and the people in it. :D

I got done with my rough draft for my statistics project and I feel confident about the test on Friday. :]

Other than that, I have to read up for Sociology (4 chapters, fml) and study for the midterm next week.

After that I get to go home for a week for spring break! Yay! :D
 
 
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Laura or Wild :3
10 February 2010 @ 09:16 pm
I'm just so fucking mad right now. I know I only seem to write here when things go badly, but damn, I just need to vent.

So yeah, apparently my dad is going to try and take my mom back to court for money despite the fact that he makes over double what she makes, he doesn't pay for most of the stuff that is written down in the divorce agreement (medical bills and the like), he has only paid for one child with his child support since they got divorced (so I essentially was never paid for), and his wife doesn't have a job. So now we're going to have to pay a crapload of attorney bills because he overspends himself all the time. Seriously, two weeks ago or so he bought himself a $1000 couch and then complained about how he pays too much child support, and he does that kind of crap all the time.

So on top of all this, one of my best friends and I are fighting and I just can't handle any more stress. I just want some fucking peace.

I wish life wasn't so difficult.
 
 
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